Hello and welcome!
I wasn't on here much yesterday and spent much of it in prayer and then a wonderful thing happened! My youngest Angelina, who was getting ready to go spend the night at a friend's yesterday, she came in the room while I was praying and we started talking. Long story short... we prayed together and she gave her heart to Jesus and IS NOW DEFINITELY a Child of the King!
Praise Your Name Yeshua!
The bad news is, my husband and I don't know what is going on with him. It's like he gets irritated whenever I talk about Jesus at all. I was on Friday night as we were outside having a campfire in our backyard and making smores. Just talking about Jesus and how He created all the beauty around us and how the most important thing is giving your heart to Him (me, him, Liam, and Angelina were all outside). He didn't say anything but I could just tell by his body language towards me... that he didn't want to hear it... and then just interrupts in and changes the subject completely.
Then yesterday I saw an awesome video done by Barry Scarbrough about bees; it was right after Angelina left to go to her friend's house. I felt prompted to send it to Eric, asked him if he would please watch. He texted back yes, when he gets home. I prayed for him, that the video would speak to him as my attempts have all been very unsuccessful (and seriously, I know it may sound bad, but he is SUCH a GOOD man; is so supportive of a husband, is so involved with the kids, he does all the cooking in the house because I am horrible at that... he just does so much and I know he does love me). Anyways, it was hours later, and not like I was seeking him out but he came into the room where I was... and I asked him "Did you watch it yet, what do you think?" And he got very irritated and said to me in a not so nice way... "I haven't had time to watch the dumb video and I have too much other stuff to do" and then he left the room. And so that is the "not" good news of yesterday. Please everyone, pray for him.
I feel such an urgency in my spirit and with each day it grows and grows! I seriously feel it more each and every day... like we are so close! Sometimes it is a feeling that come with such joy and anticipation and so many good things! Sometimes though, I feel despair, not for me but for my family (the one's who I don't *think*
(can't say for sure) know Him). I'm sorry because I know none of this is about Irma. For me though, just that it all ties together and I think Jesus is showing us, warning us over and over and over and over and I think... "WHY WON'T THE WORLD WAKE UP LORD???" And Jesus, He calms me and comforts me, leads me just like He did yesterday with Angelina (words can't say how happy I am
)!!! And He tells me for the one trillionth time to
Trust Him.
Last night I saw a video of Long Island in the Bahamas. It was of 2 teenagers jumping off a pier and then running around
what used to be the ocean floor. I wasn't sure what I was watching, because the title just said water around Long Island disappears or something like that it said. Well, this morning, I usually go first to MrMBB333 youtube channel because he is good (trust him more than any MSM or other weatherman).
Here is the video:
Irma actually TOOK THE OCEAN with her as she passed! That is ONE STRONG STORM! Can you imagine the amount of water swirling around in there, in that storm the size of Texas... Irma? I don't think... actually... I KNOW... I have never seen anything like it... picking up and taking that much water with it.
And now with Jose! I am not saying for certain but
it would not surprise me in the least if Jose ends up striking, somewhere before the 23rd, either the Washington DC or the NYC area; the northeast I guess I should say.
How can anyone NOT see what is happening all around them? I just don't get it! Keep going though Jesus and Your Will Be Done. You know the beginning, the middle, and the end. Little old me, I only know the present. And so You Know the exact way to reach each and every person that has yet to turn to You. And it amazes me that HE, that He cares SO MUCH to do all of this! Not to destroy like most of them dum dum atheists say. But to SAVE, to get the attention of, to cause to turn to Him!
He will KNOW the exact moment that the very last person who is to go up with us upon the birth of the man child... will know the exact moment that very last person who notices all the signs going on in the world that we see now, pre-Tribulation. And He won't take us up until that very last person is saved! Because He wishes for us NOT to suffer!
The thing is though... He also knows exactly, each and every person, who will not turn to Him because
all of this He is showing us now... that it is not enough for them to stop depending upon self and start depending upon Him. And so He will leave them to suffer Tribulation. Not because He wishes them harm. But because for
*that person* (thousands, hundreds of thousands of them)... for that person that He cares for and loves SO MUCH... He will allow them to suffer what is required to break the "flesh" of that person, and to cause that person to realize that
the only way:
NOT TO TRUST themselves, nor the government, nor the powers that be, nor their parents, nor their pastor, nor any man whatsoever. But to Trust Him. He also knows those people who simply no matter what He does, who will not turn to Him. I don't like to think about them, because I do feel genuine despair, sorrow, and mourning for them. I don't know who they even are and only God does. I Trust Him though, His Power, and the power of prayer and The Holy Spirit. And I have prayed for so many, the ones I know, the ones I love which are mainly my family; a few friends but I really don't have many of those anymore (pray for those who used to be my friends though). Heck, I even pray for those I know and my feelings for them are not so fond. Because I would not wish on my worst enemy to have to spend eternity separated from God. I Trust Him. I know He will save them!
What really blows my mind, is just like with Noah, and just like with Lot: if there were only one of us, only one person alive and on the planet that He in His Knowledge knowing past, present, and future... that He knew there would be only 1 person who would turn to Him... He wouldn't destroy that person and just wipe the slate clean and start over. He would go through ALL OF IT! From the beginning of history, to the middle, to the end... He would go through it for just that one person.
For anyone who doesn't know Him... just
think about that for one minute!
That is how much He loves you! That is how much He loves each and every one of us. Edit to say: Thank you whatif! I embedded a video!
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